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Looking back today at the wreckage and at the scene made me wonder how or why I am even still alive...Then i start thinking bout the train wreck that i call my life...with all the evil ive done to others, the harm ive brought to many, i definately deserve to be made into ground round inside of that crumbeled up piece of metal...I really hope that with is new oppertunity to live my life that i will do better than i have in the first 31yrs of it...just to think how my lil ones would feel with the news that their father died and never did anything with his life that made a damn...i dont want that to be said im gonna change the things going on in my life change my path blaze a new trail and try to help others out instead of kicking them in the teeth while their down...